Why is it that even when I eventually do start writing something, I don't get it done? I mean, this one's supposedly a short story, but already it has taken the proportions of four pages and quite some more to go.
Maybe my reluctance to finish it - the interest that already fled, making writing more like forcing myself to try to create a plot that doesn't create itself (and anyone who writes knows what a painful experience that is - writing is supposed to flow, at least in my opinion, not be some forced repetition of the same thoughts over and over again) - stems from the fact that I'm "re-writing" lyrics of a song, therefore making it technically fanfiction.
Especially since said lyrics are indeed included in this song.
Maybe I should try to get rid of some of these lyrics, since I'm not really rewriting it, but trying to get something done from the -- oh God, why cannot I write coherent sentences for ONCE in my damned day?
Or maybe this is why it doesn't seem to finish itself, I'm tired and can't quite think straight enough to make cunning word choices and get fresh ideas across. I think it's time for me to turn in and begin a new day of school and procrastination, tomorrow.
Damned brain that thinks night is the ideal time to get everything done, leaving me only a couple of hours every night to accomplish anything important, leaving everything else for procrastination. Silly procrastination. Well, not that silly. Silly displays affection. I hate procrastination.
Damned procrastination.
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Peh, come on. If you decide to write something for fun, it should be FUN. My "keskeneräiset ficit" folder is full of stuff that I thought I'd enjoy writing all the way through - but oops, there they still are after a year. Use your free time to do enjoyable activities.
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congratulations acquainted friend
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