How puppeteers feel

So, NaNoWriMo finishes tomorrow at midnight

and I am very, very sick of writing.

Well, not writing, per se, but I'm more than exhausted about trying to keep all the ribbons of my story in my head - trying to think how to present information in such a way that I can keep interest without revealing too much, how to keep things realistic but still fast-moving to keep the plot going--

I'm tired! I need a vacation, or some sort of a reward or something to make it all worthwhile. Right now it's just... writing for the sake of making myself really tired. Besides, I've won thrice already - I'm almost exactly at the point of 150K.