I'm looking, too

I had Literature about an hour or an hour and a half ago. Currently, we're watching (in order to study) a movie named Looking for Alibrandi, apparently based on the novel of Melina Marchetta, an Australian author.

I won't even begin summarising the plot and feeling of the movie, since I'd have to tell the whole story, and right now I just can't be bothered. Suffice to say that it's a vivid story about a lot of things, and that it gets really sad at one point. Well, I guess it just was a disaster pending, honestly --

and it's normal for me to cry when I see a movie. Any movie, basically: happy or sad, I will cry during it, because something happened that called for it. But, I don't know, I've seen this movie before - once - and don't remember it being a really good or memorable movie. That, though, might be because we watched it at school in a time before I became at least somewhat comfortable with watching movies.

I don't know if it hit a nerve or something, but, like always, I started crying during the sad part of the movie - and then I just didn't stop. The period even ended and I fled to the library to do some math, hoping to be left alone - 'cause alone it's easier to control - but someone walked up to me and I pretty much broke down. What is with me and public crying?

And why the hell am I still feeling like someone hit me with a baseball bat or something?